expiration

every so often, i go through my fridge/freezer and cupboards and throw things away that have expired. the other day, i received my failing grade again for regulation and learned that all the sections that i had passed have expired and im now back at ground zero. i threw it away.

it hurt. i was depressed. i was lost. when i received that grade, it felt like someone was driving a nail through my heart. i usually can't eat the rest of the day because it just makes me sick. like all things, you overcome it with time. time is the best healer. so the next day i signed up to take a live review course here in atlanta starting with my first section so that i can stay focused and have a schedule. i've put all my failures behind me now and i feel like this is going to be a fresh start. i will go to class and focus just as i did throughout my life and pass.

on to other things, last weekend i went to florida to see my sister's white coat ceremony. it was awesome and i'm so proud of her and what she has accomplished. i miss her a lot and when we are together, it doesn't feel like we've been seperated for over 10 years since i left chicago. it was a good time and a perfect time to get away right after i found out my score. this weekend dani and leah are coming into town and i can't wait for them to see emma. i love when my family gets to see her because it means a lot to me as they don't get to see her that often. hopefully after my exams i will have a lot more free time to make trips to see everyone. i'll post some pics soon