I'm the next act....

So tomorrow I'm taking my second to last part of the CPA exam. I hope to pass this one and get it out of the way so that I will only have one part left. Its been a crazy month with work and study. Sometimes I ask myself why I do this, and then I think about Em, who I live each and everyday for. I miss her every single day that I don't see her. I miss everything. I wish things were better. Hopefully someday they will get better. I've never felt so empty in my life after everything. I guess people can move on. It's hard to move on though. That seems to be what love does and I think I don't like that feeling. I won't give up though. I never have.
I want to show Em the world and I can't wait to do that if she ever wants to. But its a crazy world out there, and I'm scared for her. I guess thats just part of life and what we all go through each and every day. Each day the page turns and hopefully it keeps you interested. As one person said, we should all try to laugh, think, and cry all in one day because that's a heck of a day. I think lately I've been spending too much time in thought. I went to the Radiohead concert a few weeks ago and I think that day I did all three of those things. That was a good day.